american lake

went swimming today..got black ass hell
lmao. jumped in the cold ass water
but then got use to it...so it was pretty
fun. went for two days straight.

imsoooooooooooooo sore. omg..cnt even explain it.
my bacc is killn me. but i mite go
again tomorrow. its a good workout.
im tryna lose weight anyways. so it mite
work. swimming works out everypart of yur
body. =)

night

night gathers itself into a ball of dark yarn
night loosens the ball and it spreads
the lookouts from the shore of lake Michigan
find night follows day.
and ping! ping! across the sheet gray.
the boat lights put their signals.
night lets the dark yarn change
to fog and blue srands.

taught me purple

my mother taught me purple
although she never wore it
wash-grey was her circle
the tenement her orbit.

my mother taught me golden
and held me up to see it
above the broken molding
beyond the filthy street.

a sad song

she lives in a garret
up a haunted stair
and even when she's frightened
theres nobody to care

she cooks so small a dinner
she dines on a smell
and even if shes hungry
theres nobody to tell

she sweeps her musty lodging
as the dawn steals near
and even when shes crying
theres nobody to hear

i havent seen my neighbor
since a long time ago
and even if shes dead
theres nobody to know.

served my chit "haaaard" !!

s=wussup witchu addin all these bitches on myspace?? its like that now?? hmmmmm..talkn bout you aint talkin to no other bitches. your such a fucn liar. i fukn hate you to the core. ugh!! i jus wanna go to your house and twist your fucn neck you fukn bitch! i hate you! jus for that. imma make you regret you even met or went out with me! bitch ass homie fukerrr.!! i hope you die and rot in hell. BITCH!
j=seriously sopha?! chill out. its not like that
s=i dont wanna fukn kick it wit fukn liars! im done wit your fukn ass!you fun lied to me. i bet you dont have more than 20 guy friends on myspace cuz he rest of them are bitches.I SWEAR YOU ALWAYS PICC ME OFF BITCH! YOU THINK YOU CAN PLAY ME LIKE THAT! FUK YOU JERRED! & FUK YOURSELF!!
!!

i fukn hate guys!!

being home alone

ok so today i am home alone.
everybody left to do what
they do and it sux not waking
up to a non noisy ass house.

weird....but scary..i admit
i was pretty frightened. haha
i still am. i hate being home
by myself..i imagine things sometimes.
lol jus like some people when
they think they see something..
well thas me! lmaoo..

i really jus looked bacc
twice..cuz i thot i heard
something or jus kno someone is
behind me.[i looked again]
im being scary i kno..but hey
its coo. imma jus enjoy eating
my sausages wit my white rice
nd jus chill =).

what to do when youre bored?

hmmmmm..lets see..get in comfy clothes.
lay down or sit on the couch. nd watch tv. or.....
play video games. sleep. text. go online
like i am rite now..[i got the hang of it.haha]
talk to some friends on the phone..sing and dance.
draw..clean..lols play the guitar..i do sometimes when in
really extrememly bored.

what do you do when youre bored??

ITS NEW 2ME

ok...so i admit..
this whole blogging thing
is new to me..but i like it.

im still trying to learn how to
work around with it. but
i will get it..eventually.

What do you think beauty is?

I interviewed a couple of teens today about what they think beauty is.

Here are they're comments on what they think beauty is..
"beauty are looks.."
"the way you flaunt you s***..." lols
"getting my nails done.."

I personally don't think that's beauty. beauty is more than just looking
better than someone else. Beauty is a characteristic of a person, animal, place, object, or idea that provides a perceptual experience of pleasure, meaning, or satisfaction. An "ideal beauty" is an entity which is admired, or possesses features widely attributed to beauty in a particular culture, for perfection.

What do you think beauty is??